“The only difference between a rut and a grave are the dimensions.” ― Ellen Glasgow
How’s your tolerance for stress?
I’m guessing it’s pretty good.
Stress is such a part of life these days that we have become experts at putting up with it.
I used to be a champion at taking stress in my stride…but now I know how dangerous that can be.
My Dangerous Flirtation With Stress
I had a big job at the big end of town. Good money and good Friday nights were sufficient compensation, I thought, for the crazy hours I endured.
Running a professional program for budding chartered accountants shouldn’t have been such a high-pressured gig. But being responsible for about 1,000 of them at a time, and with a punishing schedule, it was crippling.
But I soldiered on. I was proud of the braveface and determination I wore as armor.
Aside from brief bouts of snappiness or tears, I kept afirm lid on my emotions. Being so wired, big Friday nights were justified ways of letting off steam.
There was no room for regret either. I just propped myself up martyr style —feeling self-righteous for my herculean efforts in a high-pressure, under-resourced workplace.
I think you’d probably say my way of “coping”was understandable. In fact, you might say I did OK.
But think again.
How “Coping OK” Only Deepens The Rut
I had staked a lot on this job. I saw it as an excellent next step and resisted facing the reality that it was not what I’d hoped. I wasn’t ready to accept a new uncertainty, and to change my plans.
Without awareness, I chose to hang on to a situation that turned out to be bad for me, and I was making it worse.
I was getting by on sheer determination and intermittent partying, sustaining myself in a rut…as the pressure continued to build.
I was like the proverbial frog in hot water, unwittingly edging toward the boiling point.
Something had to give and it did —my health. An auto-immune disease I’d kept in check for years reappeared. Who could be surprised given that my sleep, nutrition, leisure and social connections had all suffered?
I remember dashing between my desk and the printer actually wincing from pain. It was like my body was screaming at me to wake up to myself.
It was only the shock resignation of a close work friend that finally snapped me to my senses.
I quit and did some contract work while I pondered my future. I restored a healthy lifestyle and recovered. In as much as it was a confronting and painful time of uncertainty, it also set me up for a better, healthier future.
10 Common Stress Reactions That Only Make Things Worse
I was lucky to have leapt out of the hot water after a risky period of coping.
But we have all witnessed others who were not so lucky (or perhaps you yourself have come to harm). People go on to suffer anxiety and depression, lose careers and relationships, or succumb to addictions and other destructive behaviors.
What kind of copingstopped them (or you) from leaping out of harm’s way? Which of these 10 reactions fostered a dangerous tolerance for stress?
1. Minimizing —you tell yourself and others it’s “no biggie.”
You downplay your difficulties, forever pointing at someone who is worse off. You dismiss your challenges saying, “It is what it is.” Your feelings are suppressed, nothing changes, and the pressure within you continues to build.
What to do instead: Dare to acknowledge that thing’s aren’t great, and that it’s human to have feelings about that.
2. Distraction —you look everywhere except at your issues
Filling every moment of every day is easier than ever. You can squeeze out any doubt or niggling aspects of your life. You keep your head down and don’t stop. Problems fester but work, kids, social media and endless apps mean never having to feel anything much at all.
What to do instead: Take the difficult step to schedule time to tune in…journaling, meditation, catching up with a sensible friend. You need a regular activity that involves stopping and setting devices aside.
3. Numbing —you use or abuse a substance or behavior which numbs bad feelings
Tired…bored…disgruntled? No problem. Any pain or discomfort can be quelled. Any mood lifted or calmed. You can reach for a caffeinated or alcoholic drink, prescription or party drugs. Gaming, shopping and eating offer an immediate “fix”for stress (but unfortunately they are also a significant source of it).
What to do instead: Choose healthy activities that promote good feelings,and that build your awareness and tolerance for more challenging sensations (e.g., walking, martial arts or yoga).
4. Wallowing —you opt for a pity party to get some relief, but get stuck there
Venting emotion can alleviate anguish. That’s good if it provides impetus to constructively respond to issues. However, take care not to settle for a difficult situation and wear the stress as a badge of honor.
What to do instead: Choose a venting partner with a healthy and realistic perspective.
5. Denial —you cannot admit there is adversity in your life
We may be adept at recognizing denial in others, but it is harder to notice in ourselves. Warning signs include adopting an absolute positive mantra —like “it’s all good”—when things are bad.
What to do instead: Wherever possible, own up to what’s challenging right now and strike a balance between positive and negative. “Mum’s not well but we’re trying to make the best of it.”Or, “Business is tough; I have good and bad days.”
6. Isolation —you struggle to ask for and to receive support, preferring to tough it out alone
Independence can be a strength, but if it is driven by a fear of burdening others, or of being vulnerable in their presence, be wary of it.
Withdrawal is a symptom of stress and depression. Don’t give in to it.
What to do instead: Choose less demanding people or situations, but stay socially active —let those close to you know you’re not at your best and that you need them to push you.
7. Acting invincible —you say, “Bring it on!”
Being under the pump gives you a buzz. Adrenaline is addictive. And feeling invincible is more alluring than feeling vulnerable.
You derive satisfaction from working, training, doing everything harder, longer, faster. But at what cost? Where do you draw the line? Are you even able to draw a line?
What to do instead: Schedule commitments that force you to stop your busyness at a set time —a long weekend, a dinner date, a massage.
8. Self-blame —you feel certain that you have brought this on yourself
This reaction is often fostered in childhood. You get told, “Cheer up, stop making a fuss, what’s the matter with you?”This provides a solid grounding in self-recrimination.
You believe you should cope better. You admonish yourself for seeing the glass as half empty, and all the while add to your stress.
What to do instead: Remind yourself that stress and stress symptoms are real and universal. Picture how you would respond to a friend in your shoes and try showing yourself the same compassion.
9. Striving —“never say die”is your motto
You struggle to say “no”or to ever cut corners. The risk of not delivering is ever-present and an enormous strain. Being the go-to person feels good, but always saying “yes”is not sustainable.
The perfectionist whose high standards are a crutch for feeling in control is especially at risk of worsening stress in this way.
What to do instead: Seek out opportunities to say “no,” or to try out lowering your standards. These are new muscles you need to flex and strengthen.
10. Overthinking —you try to think your way out of uncertainty and ambiguity
Change and unpredictability are stressful and anxiety provoking. You want answers and you want to be able to make decisions. Being stuck in the unknown is unbearable for you. Your head goes into overdrive, trying to think your way out of there.
Do take pride in your intellect and analytical skills, but beware, no amount of thinking can turn grey into black-and-white.
Constantly thinking things through and rehearsing in your mind can lead to rumination and obsession.
What to do instead: Learn to catch yourself overthinking. Let yourself write down your thoughts once, or set a five-minute time limit. Employ healthy distractions or a trusted friend to help you be vigilant in catching and stopping yourself.
So what will you do instead?
Don’t be a champion at taking stress in your stride, like I was.
Because coping just deepens the rut.
Take a moment now to picture the last time you were stressed and notice how you responded —do you recognize any of the strategies above?
If so visualize doing something different instead.
And when stress visits you again, be ready to try your new way.
Dare and commit —feel the heat of stress and respond with new awareness.
It’s time to make things better, not worse.
Photo by Sodanie Chea